A New Day

Thank heavens for fresh starts of each and every day. I think I sounded a bit ungrateful yesterday, and that is not an attitude I need to have right now. I know this is going to be hard, because the end results are so worth it. And that's what I need to keep thinking. I just look at "C"'s little face and I just know that I want to wake up every morning to that adorable little face! And the other agency is doing everything they can to make this happen as quickly as possible. We go back down next week. Exactly a week from now, we will be sitting in court, praying for the amazing lawyers of LDS family services. The judge will see us, the other side's lawyer will see us. Our birth-mother and birth-grandmother will know that we are there, because we love little "C" so much, and we want to bring him home. We will not be able to say what is in our hearts. But we know that there are feelings and promptings that can not always be physically heard or even seen, and we will have peace. Because peace is how we will make it through. I will continue nesting this week (you should see my bathroom, I'm not sure the tub or "throne" have sparkled as such in a long time.) The house and everything will be in order for preparation of getting our little boy. So keep praying for us. I will never be able to begin to express my gratitude for the amazing blessing of prayers said in behalf of our family. They are why I am still pretty sane after what we have been through. And the comments are like little personal cheerleaders saying you can do it! So thank-you! Hopefully, very soon we will have good news and we will have our little boy home with us!