I really have had no desire to blog. Who knew that day would come??? I am trying to be a decent mom (I will be honest and say poor Collin and Mike!!!) but some days that entails just sitting Collin on my lap and playing Old MacDonald Had a Farm about 20 times. The nausea/vomiting have really kicked my butt, and it has made me a Mom that wishes she could just lay there and sleep away the morning sickness. Not trying to complain, because there are so many women who do have it worse than me, and really and truly, I am glad this baby is doing well. I go to perinatology on Friday. I went to my OBGYN last week, and since I am still early and they cannot hear the heart beat when you are early, they did an ultrasound. This is the first time I have seen the baby look like a baby. He or she was tiny, just a little over an inch long, and moving around in there. I actually spotted the heart beat before the doctor did, and I got pretty teary just seeing it beat away. The funny thing is I think we were just so happy to see the little one that we forgot to count the heart beat. But it was beating quickly enough that I am not worried right now. Anyways, I will try to be better about blogging. I just feel like much of my day is spent being sick and trying to deal with the nausea and vomiting, and who wants to hear about that? My mind changes every day what this baby will be. It would be wonderful to have such a good friend for Collin, so I am kind of hoping for a boy, but than I think about the fun a little girl would be, to finally be able to use the clothes I have and for Collin to have a little sister. I am torn. I truly will be happy either way, I just want the little one-incher to be healthy!!! Well, I am off to bed. Please continue the prayers for Mason. He is doing great, but a heart transplant is a long road and very tricky with levels and finding the perfect balance for him. But he is doing so well, and looks great.
Gotta love the pink!!!
