New Years

I went to the doctor on Tuesday. I was so busy at work on Wednesday that I actually forgot to go downstairs and get my ultrasound, but my blood levels were good so I am not too concerned. My OBGYN thinks that I have Poly-Cystic Ovarian Disease (PCOS), which I have thought for awhile but he would not give me that diagnosis. He told me that as soon as I get to my desired weight he will put me on Clomid (a drug used to get pregnant). So who knows what will happen. It still makes us nervous to get pregnant again. I know Heavenly Father has given us two perfect angels, but we REALLY want a child that still needs to learn something here. It does not matter whether that is through adoption or pregnancy; really all that matters is just a healthy baby that we can have for a long time (a lot longer then 5 or 7 weeks!) Anyways, started the diet, so I will see what the next 21 days brings. I am getting a running start on my New Years goal to get healthy and lose weight! I hope too that our family will grow this next year. Those are my two hopes for 2009.