Sad Day

For the last 4 previous years (pretty much since we got married) I have completed our taxes myself. So, today, I started doing what needed to be done. The crappiest part of doing our own taxes (besides increasing the headache you already have) is when it gets to life events. The last two years, I have been able to add a child, even though last year I had to delete Lilly off:(. This year, it asked if I wanted to add or delete any information from our dependent info. Of course, this year we did not have any children in our home, and since Ryker was not with us at all this year, I had to delete Ryker. It was really sad to just eliminate him from any of our tax information. This sucked. It took all I had to not just break down. These are those moments, that really just bite. It hurts, really hurts. The great part of today, (and about the only part that made the day for me), was getting the news that sweet Gracie was extubated successfully! I guess you take those tender mercies. Mike and I have been so sick today, so really Gracie brought the one bright spot of our day! And also, just wanted to wish my older brother a HAPPY, HAPPY 27th Birthday!!! (That means I am turning 26, eek! Maybe I will finally look older than 18:) A LOT of people think I am either just barely 18, and even sometimes younger! It gives me a great chuckle! Anyways, continue to keep our little heart friends/family in your prayers, because every day is truly a miracle!