Its about love

Mike and I have been married for nearly4 years. The 4 years have flown by, and we have been through so much together. The trials and joys that we have experienced are literally trials that make-or-break a marriage. Losing our two precious angels has been the hardest trials of our lives. But these trials and joys have brought us so close together. After we lost Ryker, last December, we went ahead and decided to try a third time to get pregnant. After months of "trying", something seemed off with my body. Needless to say, the first two times getting pregnant were a breeze compared to what I have been going through to just be able again have a baby. The last couple of months, Mike and I have discussed the feelings and desires to maybe adopt. This is not an easy way out, and there are no guarantees. Some of our closest friends have adopted, and the road is hard, but definitely worth it in the end. LDS family services is wonderful, but our biggest hesitance with their process are these reasons: The first being that if we decide to adopt, turn in our paperwork, pay the $1000 dollars non-refundable somewhat security deposit, and then all of a sudden get pregnant. The second, also plays into the first, the commitment of paying the $1000 dollars. It is like taking a giant leap into the dark. We have been praying fervently, to know what decision to make. We finally got our answer yesterday, and although I will not go into specifics, I believe strongly in the statement "Coincidence is merely the Lord's way of staying anonymous" is stated perfectly here. So please pray for us, because like I said, this is taking a huge step into the dark, and it requires a lot of faith and peace to be able to go forward with this decision. Thank-you for the prayers!